January 8th, 2009
1960
POSTED AT 11:25 PM
OMG.OMG. OMG!!
I'm so estatic at the moment. Thank God. Thank the Lord for everything he has given to me, until this moment. Thank You!
Before I continue telling my little story, I would like to introduce you the new girl of my life.
Meet the new girl of my life. Yeah, I know. Even though we've met a few years back, but it's time to move on, and start a new relationship. Ain't she a babe?
Well, you know me..none of my girlfriends look less than the word hot, so yeah, now baru sepadan mah...
Actually horr, I enjoy looking at myself more. XP
So yeah, we didn't last very long. Only enough to capture this picture together, for memory sake.
Hehhe..I'd better stop fooling around, or else SOMEONE's gonna come hunting for me.
LET ME CLARIFY ONE THING. EVERYTHING WRITTEN AFTER THE PICTURE, AND BEFORE THIS STATEMENT IS ABSOLUTELY, TOTALLY FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES. NONE OF THE SENTENCES WERE TRUE, NEITHER DO THEY MAKE SENSE.
Although we sometimes potray acts of gay-ism, but no! we're not an item. Never will be. Lol! So, am still a potential partner okay?? *hint-hint*
Actually, last weekend, most of us had to clear our busy schedules to go all the way to KL city to have lunch with 'dai ka che' in Pavillion. As always, her favourite dish would be Japanese, so as usual, her suggested place would be Sakae Sushi. I arrived the earliest, considering the night before, was spent in Renaissance Hotel with a friend, but that's another story. However, I was not properly dressed for the ocassion, and you'd probably see why after a couple of pictures shown later.
Nevermind that, though I only had 2 hours of sleep the night before, but a good PR person would never show his/her tiredness in a crowd. Well, as usual, most of us didn't arrive on the dot because factors such as the delay of public transport, or the timing, so we were only seated 40 minutes after the agreed time.
Well, Civilians are pretty flexible in that manner. No questions asked. No consequences. Let's just say we know roughly when to expect the whole quorum to arrive. Which is why, we only limited this "private" lunch to 4 person, including the 'dai ka che'.
It was nothing like a birthday lunch though. We spend most of the time, updating each other, since Joshua came all the way from up North. Pretty sure it has nothing to do with 'dai ka che', but that doesn't really matter, as long as he came by. We never run out of topics of conversation. Don't remember the last time we had to crack our heads to come up with crap to discuss about.
No one really ordered food, except for me. There's no reason to not eat, just because everyone's talking, right?
We got something special for 'dai ka che' this time. No ordinary shirts, necklaces, bracelets..yada..Although she requested a Coach bag, but you know, we want to be different!
So, we got her a photo frame instead.......
and printed a picture of us.
Hmm..I wonder why I was holding the gift instead of the birthday girl..lol..probably too excited wanna show the idea...lol..Can you identify the pictures in the frame?
The lunch was pretty brief, lasted about 2 hours? Then YewTeng came and join us, and WuiKeong too. Too bad there were no pictures of WuiKeong.
Well, that's one for the road.
It's almost midnight here. She's already in KL, was on the phone with her. For the first time, my appetite grew slightly better.  Naturally, that's how things should be for the moment.
And yeah, thank God for everything He has blessed me with. What a way to start the New Year! Hallelujah!
Oh, yeah..why hor...RESULTS are out lah..that's why!
*gleams*
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January 8th, 2009
1959
POSTED AT 01:44 PM
"Hey, enjoy the bus ride okay?  "
Took me hours to decide whether it was best to text her. Sigh, life.
Now it's back to work. Doing overtime today, wish me well.
Hope you have fun roaming the streets of KL. I shall stay out of it.
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January 7th, 2009
1958
POSTED AT 11:11 PM
It takes alot of persistence and courage to not seek for your number.
It takes alot of self control to not find reasons to text/call you.
It takes alot of braincells, to stop thinking about you.
It's giving me a major headache and heartache.
I'm under intense pressure. Handling 3 projects at the moment. It's as if I'm a fresh graduate, but the problem is I have absolutely null idea of what I'm doing. This is so frustrating. I'm trying to work as much as possible, but at the same time, this unnecessary pressure is killing me. I'm getting myself numb with all the workload, but I can't stop myself from thinking, and thinking.
Meeting deadlines, meeting tenders. Aaarrgghhh..frustrating...!
"Lets pretend you’re mine
We could just pretend, we could just pretend, yeah yeah
You got what I like
You got what I like, I got what you like
Oh come on
Just one taste and you’ll want more
So tell me what your waiting for
Come on baby we ain’t gonna live 4ever
Let me show you all the things that we could do
You know you wanna be together
And I wanna spend the night with you
Yeah, yeah, with you, yeah, yeah
So come with me tonight
We could make the night last 4ever"
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January 6th, 2009
1957
POSTED AT 11:06 PM
I may seem strong, on the outside, but from the inside, I'm just as scared as you are.
You know what you want, you seem certain.
But I don't. I'm still uncertain.
Each step I take, comes with a consequence. Just a matter of me, being brave enough to take which.
I know one thing's true.
I want a consequence which has you in it.
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January 6th, 2009
Linking back and related entries
POSTED AT 12:07 PM in General News
For patron accounts, I've added one new feature: linkbacks. Any time a Tabulas user posts an entry that links to a particular entry of yours, you'll see it appear in the comment view of a page. This will help you discover who's talking about your entries on Tabulas, and it is a way to encourage you to link to other's posts as well!
I've also started processing Tabulas entries for the "Related" entries feature - for those of you who don't know, this is a magical feature which will try to find "related" entries that you've written. Sometimes it's accurate, sometimes it's not. But it's fun to see what entries will show up
Related entries are processed nightly, so you may have to wait a bit to get related entries. All patron account should have had their entries processed, though.
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January 5th, 2009
1956
POSTED AT 10:32 PM
Crushed, could just be the right word.
Sometimes, I find myself drawn slowly towards your direction. I keep silent, fear to say a word which could jeopardize anything. I see you smile, see you laugh, sometimes, see the way you babble your way to cheer me up. I thought you were having a good time, with me around. And then you said, that you felt uncomfortable with the silence. It was awkward.
I heard the words from your mouth. You said you were selfish, you wanted a great time, but not with a stone hedge. I'm sorry. Couldn't find the right words to defend myself. Probably the best thing to do is just keep quiet, let you be straightforward. It's okay, both of us have changes, both of us need the time to adapt. I'm just apologetic with the fact that I bore you. I didn't know. I wanted to give you the best, but my best, is always not enough. I'm too numb already. I have no idea how to express the way I feel. Especially the way I feel about you.
Confused. Just as confused as Day 1. Felt misused.
Nah, this is probably the time I should stop thinking. You should understand the way I feel. It's still strong.
"Christmas Eve Party" - Pretty much sums up everything. love the artwork!
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January 4th, 2009
1955
POSTED AT 11:44 PM
We've been together, for 3 whole years. We never took the time to appreciate one another, until we got lonely. We've been through ups and downs, emotional turmoils, flunk tests, but most of the time, we succeed, we made it through.
Tomorrow, as the 5 of us would be heading to work in the morning, 1 of us would be flying from KLIA. To a foreign country.
4 months worth of spending SO MUCH time together, and now, we are all separated, each thrown into different corners of the country. 1 is flying off to the Land of Slanting Towers and the hot coochie mammas.
You know we love you, bitch.  Even though we said we are gonna block you on GTALK, and with the time difference, we would never bump into one another. Yet, you can always come to my blog, read the happening stuffs we've done, without your presence.
And yes, Facebook-the powerful tool of updating you with our gatherings.
Go with RM, come home with Euros.
Take care Noiseemunkee, and don't bring back anything more than Euros.
*Picture courtesy of Khian's camera, Jhua's photoshopping, and 6 pretty, handsome models.
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January 4th, 2009
1954
POSTED AT 11:09 PM
You probably don't understand me, but the last thing I want to do now, is to pressure you.
I ordered myself a Dark Cherry Mocha Frap today, out of the blue. It's probably cause I missed you, too much.
"Cuz you leave me speechless
When you talk to me
You leave me breathless
The way you look at me
You manage to disarm me
My soul is shining through
Can't help but surrender
My everything to you
I thought I could resist you
I thought that I was strong
Somehow you were different from what I've known
I didn't see you coming
You took me by surprise and
You stole my heart before I could say no
Falling head over heels
Thought I knew how it feels
But with you it's like the first day of my life"
The little vacation got cancelled. It's okay. With great hopes comes disappointments. I've learned.
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